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new name

Thu Jun 8, 2006, 10:49 AM
well for anyone who still reads or looks at my page I wanted to update and let ya'll know that I've changed my name on this site. my new name is barbarsbaby
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~MaskOfInsanity Jul 29, 2008, 5:03:34 AM
Hey Lizz..you still use this?

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the star could tear out the angels heart a million times over, and the angel will always love the star.
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*musicfan Apr 19, 2006, 2:41:50 PM
hey how are you? i just posted up 3 new poems. tell me what you think! I feel that as time goes on my writing seems to be getting stronger. which is odd because i haven't written a damn thing along the lines of a poem in over a year. wierd. anyways. how are you? College is awesome. love it. just getting my stuff together so taht i can transfer to a university sometime soon. anyways get back to me! take care!!

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stay positive and love your life
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~Fallen-Pixie Feb 8, 2006, 5:36:36 PM
I know you hate me and all and i respect that and don't want to be friends again but as a once good friend i thought you would like to know that Pearson isn't dead and you were right, I think the workd would have been a better place without him but thats just my oppinion. have a nice life or whatever.

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:boogie: Waitin on Lilly :boogie:
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~xxdarkpixiexx Feb 18, 2006, 7:08:07 PM
I want you to know that I've gotten over the hating part and mostly over the situation. I'm not trying to amend things because it isn't going to happen I just thought you deserved to know that. Pearson is to much of a pansy to ever commit suicide he loves himself to much we've all always known that so *shrug*. Shaun is in florida after about a year outa the blue he decided to call me and I hung up on him. I'm sorry but I just don't want to try to amend things I'm happy now and I'm actually passing my classes, good luck with you and Zach though

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"why do we do this to ourseleves?"
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~TigerGod06 Dec 1, 2005, 1:16:48 PM
Why do u write about such sad things when u say you are so happy what brings on this feeling to write about dying and depreshion and suicide what could cause this feeling to write about this

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you havent lived until you have found some one worth dying for
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~xxdarkpixiexx Dec 3, 2005, 9:02:55 PM
I've just recently begun to feel happy. I don't really remember a time between the 6th grade and now that I have. Life feels like it's finally begun for me since I've cut some problems of my past out comepletely. I've been used cheated on abused and god knows what else and now I'm doing well in school, I'm in love with the most wonderful person I have ever met and should have never left because it just brought on more pain then was needed, I am doing well at my job and I have the best friend anyone could ask for. I have no one putting me down or lieing to me about things. There is no mask there is no emptiness. So I'm actually happy. By the way can you send me a copy the the newspaper clipping that had the car accedent in it. my e-mail is reapersblackrose@hotmail.com

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"why do we do this to ourseleves?"
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~TigerGod06 Dec 5, 2005, 5:26:14 PM
yes ill send it to you but i dont have a scanner so it mite take me a day or two to send it to you. Buy the way what happened to you two? Zach always talked about you as if you were an angel, he told me what happened in detail but there is always two sides to a story thats why i asked. but he never forgave his father for lying to you i watched him beat the living hell out of his dad cuz his dad said one day that you were to young for him and his dad admitted lying to you about letting him move in or something like that and zach freaked out i am best friends with zachs intire family and they all know everything and no one even talks to his father anymore the all hate him, but anyways i was just courious about what happened in your words but you dont have to tell me if you dont want to any way ill send it to you asap okay?

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you havent lived until you have found some one worth dying for
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~xxdarkpixiexx Dec 7, 2005, 2:20:31 PM
Zachary lied to me the entire time that we were dating. He swore to me I was teh only one in his life and the only one that I was dating while he was living with another woman and sleeping with her in both senses of the word. His father never lied to me. I have only spoken to his father twice once before Zachary went to oklahoma the first time and then when he came back to get his things. He lied to me constantly about getting a job which I couldn't get because I was under the legal age. He lied to me about the degrees he'd gotten because if he was as qualified as he said that he was he would have been hired at any auto shop in town. While he was at his job and living with other people he constantly lied about my age telling him I was at least 2 or 3 years older then I actually was. He would call my house anytime that he was arrested at 1 or 2 in the morning while he knew it would wake up my Father then he would answer the phone. My father also worked for the government. He would borrow money from his friend who were also my friends and never repay them. He would also forge checks from my friends checkbooks. Then he would follow me, call me at 2 in the morning all the time, beg me for me to take him back, and would never listen to anything I was actually saying to him.That was what happened in our relationship.

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"why do we do this to ourseleves?"
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~TigerGod06 Dec 7, 2005, 4:40:49 PM
Oic he told me that his dad lied to you about him moving in with his dad or something, and he told me that he didnt have anywere to go or to live thats why he lived with whats her name (i think it was shandra or something like that) zach was a certified mechanic though and auto body tech but in order to get a job doing that kind of work you have to be 21 cuz no shop would hire me until i was 21 cuz of insurance reasons the insurance wouldnt cover me at any dealership so that was pretty sh^tty but thats how i met him we worked together i have his tools and tool box there were alawys picks of you on his tool box, lol he never told me about the checks though he did say that whats her name would always go and pick up his checks or somethin and cash them i dont know how but thats what he said which its possible if you just deposit it and dont actully cash it you can deposit anyones check in your account as long as it is sighned i knew about the jail thing he said that that girl was a phyco and would attack him and then one day he finally faught back and he got in trouble when she attacked him. i thought that was screwed up, but he told me that he called you all the time cuz you were the only one that could comfort him he said he was relaxed and felt great when he was with you or talking to you but i dont know anything about him not listineng to what you were telling him or anything what was it that you were saying that he wasnt listing to? im just trying to figure out what happened cuz i dont understand why he would have let that kind of pain go unspoken you know what i mean? cuz that boy was so kind everyone that met him loved him and was friends with him but nobody understands what happened cuz i mean that boy didnt have an enemy there wasnt anyone he wouldnt help out he never argued with anyone but GOD DAMN you sure didnt want to piss him off he stood up for what he belived in and he would fight to protect anyone who knew him and he never actully hurt anyone he toss them put them in arm bars and flipped them over and around but i never saw him hit anyone then when he was done and they gave up he would make friends with them. but the time he got in a fight with his dad that one day god i never seen him so mad i thought he was going to kill him it took like 8 guys to pull him off his dad and zachs not a big guy you know but damn even those gus had a hard time holding him down that day. he really hated his dad with a pashion but anyways i was just wanting all the facts cuz i dont really understand what happened you know ("i hope im not bothering you with all this am i?") well any way i got to go so mabey you could help me figure things out if you want to but you dont have to gtg ttyl bye bye

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you havent lived until you have found some one worth dying for
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